Tag Archive for: Healing

You are worthy. Always be open to new opportunities. Your commitment is your success. It will bear fruit in due course. Never stop searching.

In the midst of a nasty hurricane.
What better way to enter a new week and season…

I’m angry and overwhelmed. 

I m suffering at the hands of man. 
We are responsible for recent natural disasters.

I love nature.

It breaks my heart to see how man messed up with Nature, since it is my ultimate refugium peccatoribus, Latin for ‘Refuge of Sinners’.

I want to live and work in contact with nature, not in a booth embedded in a tower-block. 
Spoken like an urban animal… all my life I lived in big metropolises with the fake illusion of a more opened society, just to clash with competition and discrimination.

Surely, there are more opportunities appealing to the young, in a big city.
Healthcare may offer more options.
Culture as well.

I perused all of the above, only nature can carry on my process of healing at this stage.

As a Christian, I know God has a plan for each one of us.
But in His time… that could be the bad news… there is no time for God.

A Priest once told me: 
“Let go of all your heart s desires and make space for Him. Every time you awake is because of Him. You wouldn’t awake anymore should He have no more plans for you on this earth. Even an apparently mindless day to you, it is meaningful to Him.”

We have given a bad name to things like Waiting, i.e. Laziness.
What’s wrong with dedicating the whole day to prayer? Surely NOT wasted time. 
Truth is, I am more fruitful after a so-called ‘unproductive day.’
A regular working-day could turn out unproductive.
As far as you try your best, it’s not! 
A good manager will see your commitment. 
If they don’t, it’s not part of God’s plan for you and new doors will open.

That s how I m learning to discern my Time as an AUdhd man.
Definitely not a wasted day, despite the merciless weather.