Feeling out of place.
This weekend we enter Advent Season.
I love Christmas but not in a Pagan country.
As usual, this will be the worst time of year to me.
I will argue with my wife for not going to Church.
I will argue for not being in my Christian country on the coast.
I will argue on New Year s Eve, insignificant to me.
Nothing will change until we go back to Europe.
Self-care is overwhelming, though I want to look neat.
I have to force myself in the shower.
And thinking that shower is soothing for neurotypicals!
Welcome to a month of hell.